im new and i need a freind.
i had severe depression and anxiety before the baby and she is almost 3 months ans still colicky. i spend my days crying and my nights throwing up form crying all day. i jsut need some relief. my husband trys to help but hes kinda in that im th eguy role andi m in the im the woman role. it jsut happend and i dont know how to tell him i need more help. ive tried and i end up crying and making him feel guilty and he makes these faces that make me feel so bad. im on meds that i dont think are working cus my homones are erratic. what do i do? i see a therapist but it doesnt help. i have two other girls to take care of and i feel so helpless with the baby and i snap at them alot because im so frustrated. how do calm enough so the other girls dont hate me?